the baby that lived.
dextrocardia. on time and underweight, i was born with my heart on the right side of my body. one lung refused to open, the other overcompensated with a hearty cyst. doctors said it was emphesyma, pneumonia, influenza combined. 3 months young my parents were given a choice. operate with high chances of losing a newborn. refuse operation and gauranteed death before 15. mom agreed. dad signed the papers. 5th surgery of its kind in russia. i am the baby that lived. when i learn these things, it makes me feel like i am destined. like there is something i was left here for. i hope i don’t go before my work is done. i’m in search for that perfect wave.
Just for future reference, because I feel like I should end saying something that gives me closure, if later on in life you’re mad about the way a guy treats you or just at guys in general, find comfort in the fact that for two entire years of your life, there was somebody there who appreciated you. Who would have done just about anything for you, even if he was too shy to be true with you. Think of that, and smile, because you’re a beautiful girl, who’s so much fun to be around.
– I found this recently. And it served it’s purpose. So thank you.save your aim conversations. print them, and hide them in the crevices of old textbooks. dig them up in your attic years later, and take note of your growth. look at personas from different angles, make sense of things, and be greatful that you weren’t able to make sense earlier.
so true. HAHAHAA
(815): I haven’t shaved so I have to behave myself. I’m going to do this from now on.
About Me
i like good beats, people, and green tea. i start my day by resetting my alarm 3 times. i am known for being "the russian". i eat caviar for breakfast. i love rockband. i dont know what i want, but i do know what i don't.
